Day 30: man...

man... i really got to stopp going far talking to grace... i meaann... i shouldnt be HER bestest friend.. thats what her BESTEST freinds are for.. regina especially.. but since the past months things have been rough between them...i just want to step in and heelp grace when she needs it... it jsut i go to far... i dont feel like my relationship with grace is strong enough for her to tell about her struggles she holds with life, and BOYS especially.. i shouldnt have asked her.. its jsut.. i want to be there for her... and be the best of friend i can be for her.. i dont mean too.. but huh... shes in deeep stuff i have to know of but... if she is willing to tell.. i am with open ears for her... but if not.. i TOTALLY understnad... but... i really hope is doing okay... the last BIG thing she told... "i think im giving up".... breaks my heart to hear one my CLOSEST freinds.. actaully...MY best friend...to see her fall like this...God pleassee help her father... bless every moment she moves and breathes... father show that there is hope and love her and provide for her through her every need... she needs all the help she needs :/