Day 17: mysteries and unanswered questions

who i am?
what can i do?
what do i want to be?
who have i become?
where am i?
what am i doing?
why am i here?
who knows me?
Who can.... answer these questions?
the answer is you...
you is who you are
you can do whatever you want
you want to be whoever you want to be
you have become who you are
you are where you are
you are doing what you are doing
you are why you are here
you know only yourself not others
you is all you need.... let no one stand in your way.

Day 16:Life's Complicated Symphony

Life's Complicated Symphony

From the moment the sun dies

to the moment sun lives

from the moment darkness is king

to the moment light conquers

From hours of closed eyes

to the hours of of those that are open

I rise and wake

I stretch then shake

I wash then dry

I dress then say bye

As I arrive to the place where bells ring the most

As I arrive to first place in which I learn new things

As I watch some struggle and some getting by

As I watch some fuck around and some work

 Til' a break from days work and i see..

High school lovey dovey

Huh..pointless and overrated

Not out of jealousy

but out of how stupid it is

and how fast at see these relationships end

fuck it...what does it matter?

 I still walk foward

As I walk to the second place in which i learn new things

As I watch how shitty some teachers are (Ms. Koizumi is not included)

As I watch those watching the clock and see the time they have wasted

At last, the last break from the days work

Food... great... rice and asian meat

in a fucking container that makes my backpack big

Freeloading is a must in this situation

I should walk around...

the heck ... a group of Philipinos + Dance Drill Team

a group of Koreans, a group of those feel they dont belong

yet they still stick together

I stand neutral, and just watch

and only commune with those who stand nuetral with me

forget this... what does it matter?

I still walk foward

As I walk to last place in which i enjoy

As I see sweat and those funny hairdos made from sweat

As I enjoy the days work with a ball

As I enjoy watching Badmington struggle in their world

At last, wait... no... i dont want to go just yet...

FUCK! I'm home

I shower then dry

I clothe and groan about how my hair looks even though no one is looking at me.. haha

I eat and drink

I sit and watch tv

I start homework and wait....
I play my lovely guitar and continue making...
I play my lovely piano and continue creating...
songs.. to complete the last two sentences

Til' 6 hours of bitching arrives

dam it mom.. i get it...

A+ Grades

SATs

Do my Homework

Repetition is a pain in the ass
Screw this...I'll stop walking forward and rest

At last, the sun dies, eyes are closed, darkness is king

Til another ressurection of the sun,

til another day where light conquers

til another day where eyes are open

Huh.. repetition is a pain in the ass

 O the joy of Life's Complicated Symphony

Day 15: 500th minute with 500 Days of Summer

 lol man i was bored today.... no school today... lol i watched all lot movies... illegally lol hahaha i watched valentines day.. it wasnt that great. and i watched 500 days of summer lol.. for the 6th time lol hahaha its that good .. too me ... hahhaha...  well my anal mom keeps on yelling at me when i was watching the movie lol... ayyssshhhh w/e im ready for school :D

"You cant describe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, thats all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence.  There is no such thing as fate. Nothing is meant to be."

- 500 Days of Summer