havent written in this particular blogg in a while...but.......huh... i dunnoo...its not what it used to be anymore.. past 2 weeeks have been rough on me... knowing something what i found out about this one person has really gotten to mee.. i dunnoo how to react to this.. how to ttalk to this person.. and prevent losing what we have... everyday i would talk with this person... feeling as if this person doesnt want to talk to me anymore... knowing that this person is jealous of who i talk to... having this person's mom come up to me and telling how this person feels when i talk tto the people i talk to and too choose to either talk to this person.. or the other..and im just confusseddd of why this person mom would say this to me.. and it just has been bothering for dayss... unsure of how this person feeelss...its just i feel this person just slippin' away from me...i just miss what we had for a verry long time... i miss just talkin to this person knowing that this person actually wants to talk to me.. telling me about how this person's day was, how is life, ssaying goodmorning, saying goodnight...telinng each other to smile in everything we do ... everyday.... noww i feel like its a burden to this person just to talk to me....more like she doesnt want to talk to me because ive been talking to other people that this person is jealous of.. and i dunnoo... the way we talk to each.. seems like that fire, that fun, and that wanting to talk to each other.. is just gone now... & i miss that... everyday.. ive been waiting for that day to come.. so i can talk to this person.. and ask what is wrong..and how this person feels when ever we talk... because.. i just curious and feeel like this person.. and others are just slippin' away from me.
oh... and TUR.. if you are reading this haha im not sure if you are because you probably have a neww blogger.. its okaaay if you dooo.. i dont mind... i know you are following me on your previous one.....but i hope this newww BLOGGER OF YOURS IS GOING WELLL :D FRESH START haha
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